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[Feb. 3rd, 2008|11:08 am] |
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| | sore | ] | ::whines:: Scribbld... hurry up with what ever you are doing with the communities! I want to see my icons!
Edit WHY IS IT ONLY THE GRAPHICS COMMUNITIES?! |
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[Jan. 29th, 2008|11:49 am] |
PMS. You are not my friend.
And right now, I really need a friend...
I'm so tired of all this. Just leave me be. You asked it of me, now you should do the same.
I hate the internet so much right now. |
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[Jan. 27th, 2008|02:05 pm] |
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| | touched | ] | Does anyone have the Juno soundtrack? I really really need it now that I've seen the movie. I mean, I NEED THAT SOUNDTRACK! |
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[Jan. 25th, 2008|11:19 pm] |
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| | pleased | ] | And so the time has finally come. It feels good. ^_^
One connection left. Just one. That alone is a relief unto itself. No more, never again. I'm so glad it is finally over. 8 months is a long time to take to get a hint. And you thought you were being original.
No more martyrdom, which is nice. No more pathetic "trying". No more pretending to be nice.
Honestly, I wish this had come sooner, just because it feels so damn good.
Have to admit though, this entire mess has made me very proud of my friends. At least they knew the truth and knew both sides. And they didn't get involved and let everything just slide, not concerning themselves. Seriously, SO PROUD OF YOU GUYS!! ^_^ |
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[Jan. 24th, 2008|12:22 pm] |
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| | excited | ] | Choke.... Movie.... Sundance.... bought....
::fangirls and then dies::
Ahem, I shall now clarify.
One of my favorite books, Choke by Chuck Palahniuk, was made into a movie. This movie was shown at Sundance and was bought by Fox Searchlight Pictures for five million dollars. |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2008|10:43 pm] |
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| | amused | ] | Does any of this really make as bad a person as I know I'm not?
Is it REALLY that wrong of me to find nothing but amusement from all of this?
Is it bad that after this asking questions to no one, I'm never going to think of it ever again?
It feels good to be hated. ^_^ |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2008|07:38 pm] |
Dear IJ,
You suck. I am leaving and will only be here to read Kei's entries. Bye bye. |
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| because everyone should take this advice |
[Jan. 21st, 2008|11:43 pm] |
Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen) by Baz Luhrmann
Ladies and gentlemen of the class of '99:
Wear sunscreen.
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now.
Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine.
Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blind sides you at 4 p.m. on some idle Tuesday.
Do one thing every day that scares you.
Sing.
Don't be reckless with other people's hearts. Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.
Floss.
Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself.
Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how.
Keep your old love letters. Throw away your old bank statements.
Stretch.
Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives. Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know still don't.
Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees. You'll miss them when they're gone.
Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much, or berate yourself either. Your choices are half chance. So are everybody else's.
Enjoy your body. Use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or of what other people think of it. It's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.
Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room.
Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.
Do not read beauty magazines. They will only make you feel ugly.
Get to know your parents. You never know when they'll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings. They're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.
Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.
Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard. Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.
Travel.
Accept certain inalienable truths: Prices will rise. Politicians will philander. You, too, will get old. And when you do, you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.
Respect your elders.
Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund. Maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse. But you never know when either one might run out.
Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you're 40 it will look 85.
Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia. Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.
But trust me on the sunscreen. |
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[Jan. 21st, 2008|12:44 pm] |
HIATUS
And that was all she wrote... |
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[Jan. 21st, 2008|12:59 am] |
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| | tired | ] | Anyone else feel like the IJ logo is just... really inappropriate when someone is upset and they do an lj-user link and it makes them have a fucking smiley face in the middle of an entry? |
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| because I'm bored and my head hurts |
[Jan. 19th, 2008|03:21 pm] |
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| | SR-71 - They All Fall Down | ] | ( I'm nice, I do lj-cuts ) |
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| It was a bad game of follow the leader and I got tired of following |
[Jan. 19th, 2008|12:01 pm] |
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| | No Doubt - Just A Girl | ] | Introductory posts, eh? A bit late for me, but what the hell.
I like to think of myself as a selfish, self-righteous bitch who couldn't care less what your opinion is. I'm fairly confident, despite some little quirks. Don't like me? Great! One less person to worry about. You and I? We probably have nothing in common. We might like similar things, but that doesn't mean that I will get along with you. Don't question my decisions, that just makes me like you less. If I don't like someone, LEAVE IT AT THAT! I hate drama and I hate people who thrive on it. Don't try to get me to pity you, it won't work.
I'm 18. I'm mean. I don't like most people. If I don't like you, live with it. I am very much female and I act like I have constant PMS. I've had drama in my past and I would very much like to forget it and I hate that some people are still living in it.
Music? The angrier the better, just no rap. Books? If it doesn't make me question everything I know than it isn't worth my time. Movies? Horror and psychological are the best. Musicals are pretty decent too. TV? Don't really watch it.
Thank you for reading and goodbye. |
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[Jan. 19th, 2008|11:30 am] |
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| | annoyed | ] | Oh dear god... -_-'
Great, now Kei is going to kill me. |
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[Jan. 17th, 2008|02:03 pm] |
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| | disappointed | ] | So, yeah... I'm bored and I don't feel good. Please to be shooting me now. |
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[Jan. 13th, 2008|11:24 pm] |
Why do people only say my name when they are upset?
It has gotten to the point that I wince everytime someone says my name! |
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[Jan. 13th, 2008|11:21 pm] |
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These slow journal sites are pissing me off. |
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